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It was one lazy monday night when i lost

my kikay kit somewhere at the office, and

when i just realize that i lost it, it is

already tuesday morning around 10 am

and i am already at the shangrila mall

with my glamorous friend terelicious

doin some window shoppin for her

boyfriend.

I was at the ladie's room and was about to

put some make up on to cover my

haggard face haha then SURPRISE!

nana kikay kit i mean im not that kikay

naman. shet bakit pag sinasabi ko yun

walang naniniwala. fine magtatagalog ako

para di ako paghinalaan..

haha anyway ayun nga nawala yung kit ko

at andun lahat ng kailangan ko para kahit

papano ay gumanda ako lalo haha

-Loreal true match blendable blush
-Estee Lauder eyeshadow and blush pallete
-Estee Lauder mascara
-Maybelline shine free face powder
-Nivea lipcare
-Careline Gold dust eyeshadow
-Avon amethyst lipstick
-Simply Pretty lip&cheek tint
-notes & letters from benz
-and my uber glamorous Covergirl wetslicks crystals #435 Luxe

When i realized that my "life" is missing

ang inalala ko lang e pano yung mga

letter sakin no benz at pano na ang

sikreto ng gummy lips ko . nag punta

agad ako sa site ng Covergirl at tinignan

ko kung pano ko makakabili nun. found

out na wala na yung ganun shade. lalo

talaga ako nalungkot nun. kaya sinearch ko

kay friendly google ang mga katagang

"Covergirl Wetslicks Crystals for sale" at

nakita ko ang link na ito :

LOT OF 6 COVER GIRL WETSLICKS

LIPGLOSS - ASSTD COLORS

nalaman ko na sa ebay pala xa. aminin ko

wala talaga ako plano na bumili sa ebay

dahil wala akong tiwala dun. baka

indianin lang ako dun. wahaha. pero di

ko napigilan dahil super ganda ng deal:

6pcs 4shades for only 430pesos

(inclusive of 100php shipping fee). di

lang yun. POWER SELLER pa ang

nagbebenta. kahit di ko alam kung anung

ibig sabihin nun, gumawa ako ng acct

agad at binili yung item akala ko noon

lahat sa ebay ay for auction. na pressure

ako nung nalaman ko na ako na pala ang

nanalo sa item na yun e 6 days pa ang

natitira sa end ng pag bid. 1000 nalang

ang money ko sa ATM at 6 days pa ang

pasok ko bago sweldo. kaya super

nabother ako. ayoko naman pakawalan

yung deal kaya pinagisipan ko talaga.

binasa ko lahat ng feedback sa seller at

nagtanong tanong din ako sa friends ko.

Tuesday morning sinama ko si Paolo,Aj

at Terelicious def para pigilan ako

ideposit yung money thru Gcash haha, but before

that dumaan kami sa covergirl sa

megamall. andun xa sa watson. inisip ko

kasi kung mura lang ang isa yun nalang

bibilin ko. sure pa na makukuha ko diba?

kaso no.NO!! 375php ang isa ng uber

glamorous kong lipgloss. kaya naman

tumakbo kami sa Globe para ipadala ang

money thru gcash . 48 hours after the

seller wackywancho recieved my money,

natanggap ko na rin ang mga items

nung natanggap ko xa meron ako isa

pang free so all in all 7 ang natanggap

ko i am soooo happy and satisfied

ebay.ph proved me wrong. siguro

nakatulong narin ang pagpili ko ng

tamang seller for now i am browsing

thru wackywancho's store in ebay.ph and

watching out for new items i will

purchase in the near future baka next

week pagka sweldo haha. So for those

of you guys out there i strongly

recommend Power Seller Wackywancho

im sure she will make your every

purchase a trully unforgetable

experience.

PS. thankyou Cheri for more kissable lips

hugs and kisses from chenglamorous

-gummy lips with covergirl wetslicks crystals

ive been with ps for 9months. madami ako friends pero 2 palang yung nagiging super close as in bff ko make it 3 kasama na si jowiboy

una: si benz

una kong kita sakanya para xang untouchable haha as in parang di kami magiging close. but no! one cozy malate night naging close kami. after nun di na kami mapa hiwalay we saw each other cry, laugh, fall in love, got hurt and love again we showed the world our fashionable statements. para kaming si paris hilton at si nicole richie, with our big sunglasses but then after 4 months he left for a "greener pasture". nun una ayoko pa xa paalisin as in kung ano ano na sinasabi ko para lang di na xa matuloy. kaso xempre di naman ako pede maging selfish kaya ayun nasa singapore xa ngaun working as Associate Writer/Producer for TV ads. spell B-O-N-G-G-A.

next: si cleng

haha shet eto talaga ang di ko inakala na magiging close ko. di ko nga inakala na makakasama ko xa kahit sa yosi area lang ee hahah. sabi pa nya super hate nya ako dati kasi inirapan ko daw xa. may ganung eksena? but now para nalang kaming magkapatid. pati pangalan namin parang kambal lang cleng&cheng. harru. madami din ako natutunan sakanya. on how to be strong and tough while maintaining our natural beauty and sweetness. sobrang ikli palang ng time na naging close kami. i guess it started nung naging ka team mate ko xa at palagi ko xa seatmate. at palagi kami kumakain ng cracklings sa floor. haha dami rin ako tinuro sa kanya. lalo na sa pagtipid haha tinuruan ko xa mag bus mag jeep at gumastos lang ng 100 a day. ahahah soon aalis na din xa papunta rin ng singapore. naku pano na si eking2?? spell I-I-W-A-N A-N-G N-E-W B-F.

anu ba meron sa singapore at dun sila palagi pumupunta?? pati si joy na isa sa mga favorite kong officemate andun narin. minsan iniisip ko cursed ako ee lahat nalang ng nagiging ka close ko palagi ako iniiwan. teka lets make it possitive... lahat nalang ng nagiging ka close ko e nagiging mayaman.

spell WHO'S NEXT?

Five days of love
Five hours of happiness
A lifetime of sorrow
Thanks to the king of Judea
It was like Samson with two Delilahs’
Came from nowhere
But feelings are no words can explain
Samson and Delilah were lovers from history
Delilah number two came along and made Samson happy
Yes it was a dream where I was a part, yet true
That I was Ms. Delilah number two
Weeks of our friendship bonded with love
Made me feel am the one above
But when the clock struck twice
End of disguise
The alarm made me come back to reality
That only one Samson and one Delilah is in the history.

Good morning..

At
7:00 am

I woke up
Happy to see you right beside me
I stare at your lips, and your eyes still closed
then, I started my daily ritual..
Humming love songs to make your day better

Then you’re awakened
Looking at my face.
Smiling
Dared to touch but suddenly sadness covered your face
I don’t know why
You went straight to the bathroom
I followed you through
You washed your face; I can still feel your anxiety

Me? I still don’t know why
I rushed myself to the kitchen
And cooked your favorite breakfast
Egg, bacon, with fries on the side
You are just sitting at the breakfast table

Speechless…
I served your breakfast but you never looked on it
As if you lost your appetite
Instead, you had some cold cereal and milk at the fridge
Tightly locked up.
I tried to speak but you don’t respond.
What’s up with you today?

I still don’t know why.

After an hour, the both of us still speechless
You took a bath and I stayed at the bedroom
At exactly 1 hour you are all dressed up

I shouted.

Where are you going?
That’s it!
I know.
You have a date with someone
Am I right?

You took a deep breath
And again

SILENCE

You put on your perfume
And got 3 flowers
Oh! The flowers I love.
Yellow and orange daisies
With one white tulip
I followed you trough the car
And seated right beside you

Speechless---
I don’t know why.

Long road trip ended up in a garden

Solemn

Silence covered that place

Thought it’s the time to open up.
I took a deep breath
You look into the sky
Your eyes look so far away
Then you said-

Flowers for you..
Tears flow from your eyes

And I cried.

I love you so much
You kneel yourself down

And put the flowers at the stone..

A stone.. I saw my name

Engraved on it

Now I know..

Darkness, I fall

Fall..

Fall.. now I know

Its 4:00
afternoon but…

Goodnight.

para sa mga di nakaka alam. kaka celebrate ko lang ng first month of SINGLENESS ko

(tinanong ko ang pinsan kong si ickay kung may word na singleness at eto ang sagot nya:
"hehe wala. para sa bading kong kaklase meron"
pero i checked sa encarta dictionary eto sabi ni mrs encarta: "-sin·gle·ness, , noun"
kaya pagkakatiwalaan ko xa)

anyway ayun nga, i celebrated it last aug 16 di naman literal na nagpaparty ako at nagpainom ng mucho mucho na redhorse cinelebrate ko yun na parang normal lang na araw.

then was when i realized na naka move on na pala ako nalaman ko yun when benz and i were chatting, here's a part of our conversation (thanks to view archives):

merbentiu (8/16/2008 12:58:48 AM): bakit si dudong na naman ang nasa pic mo?
merbentiu (8/16/2008 12:58:51 AM): mygawd
merbentiu (8/16/2008 12:58:56 AM): don't tell me binalikan mo sya?
enchengganda (8/16/2008 12:58:56 AM): hindi ah
enchengganda (8/16/2008 12:59:01 AM): yuck
merbentiu (8/16/2008 12:59:04 AM): waaahhhh
enchengganda (8/16/2008 12:59:04 AM): di naman a
merbentiu (8/16/2008 12:59:07 AM): kanina kaya si dudong
merbentiu (8/16/2008 12:59:10 AM): yuck ka tlaga
merbentiu (8/16/2008 12:59:13 AM): love mo pa sya?
enchengganda (8/16/2008 12:59:23 AM): noooooooooooooooooooooo
enchengganda (8/16/2008 12:59:34 AM): one month na akong single
enchengganda (8/16/2008 12:59:41 AM): ngaun 16
merbentiu (8/16/2008 12:59:41 AM): omg
merbentiu (8/16/2008 12:59:42 AM): watevs
enchengganda (8/16/2008 12:59:58 AM): haha
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:00:11 AM): hahaha
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:00:19 AM): yuck love pa si dudong
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:00:21 AM): ang chaka nun sis
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:00:37 AM): u deserve better
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:00:41 AM): nooo
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:00:43 AM): anu ba
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:00:45 AM): yuch\k
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:00:47 AM): yuck
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:01:15 AM): yuck nga talga
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:01:49 AM): bakit ganyan stat mo?
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:01:54 AM): love mo pa sya ng ten percent?
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:01:56 AM): hahahah
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:01:58 AM): yuck tlaga
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:02:00 AM): ahahah
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:02:04 AM): gagaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:05 AM): errrwwww.........................................................
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:11 AM): sis napost ko na ang tagalog entry ko
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:02:13 AM): wag mu na ako asarin kay dudong
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:14 AM):
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:14 AM): hehehe
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:02:16 AM): nandidiri ako
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:17 AM): yuck hahaha
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:19 AM): love mo pa sya?
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:21 AM): hahaha
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:02:22 AM): promise
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:25 AM): ayaw.. in denial ka pa kasi
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:28 AM):
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:30 AM): love mo pa sya?
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:32 AM): yuck tlaga
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:02:32 AM): di na kaya
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:02:33 AM): ewww
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:35 AM):
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:37 AM): ung totoo
merbentiu (8/16/2008 1:02:39 AM): di ako magrereact
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:02:40 AM): nandidiri talaga ako
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:02:43 AM): di na nga
enchengganda (8/16/2008 1:02:45 AM): promise

at tulad ng sabi ko kay benz, naka move-on na ako PROMISE!!!

heehe at kung mainlab man ako ulit.. abangan nyo nalang

"no chance no way, i wont say it no no;
its too cliche i wont say im inlove"
-megara (hercules)